Stillness

Lots of questions rolling around in my head, lots of scenarios and possibilities. My mind manifests these scenes complete with conversations, choices and outcomes. I sometimes weigh options that truly do not have weight in my life just to see how the outcome might effect me. This is Ego talking, the aspect of ourselves that wants grandiose and elaborate things that are mostly self serving. Its also my 'dear friend' Anxiety that I have gotten to know since enduring postpartum depression after my second child. Though it is hard to admit my faults, or what I sometimes perceive as faults, I know its all apart of the journey.

When I feel doubt looming, I know I need to change the narrative.